It's so easy for me to say that and I feel bad that it does. There are still so many people out there just a mile from me picking up the pieces of their homes and their lives and I am sitting here complaining that my kids get up to early and I can't sleep in in the summer time. I feel bad for that, I feel bad that I am upset that Joann's is gone and I don't know when I will be able to buy all the things I need for my business without having to go online. I feel bad that we never lost power and that I am able to get back into my groove without having to find a new home or a new job. I have talked to others who feel this way too, we feel bad that we were seemingly unaffected. The simple fact is that by even feeling this, we prove that we are affected. Everyone in this community has been affected, this has changed life for all of us in some way or another. What I need to start feeling is thankful. Thankful, that I have a home, that my family is all safe, that I can help in any way I am able, even if it's only to donate clothes to a family who did lose everything. I guess I just need to come to terms with that, do what I can and just be thankful.
I am going to stop here today and I am going to resume my normal blog posting tomorrow...
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